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The forgotten’s fireworks from St. Paul’s

Celebration of Light, St. Paul's Hospital, Vancouver, Canada, fotoeins.com

2 August 2014.

I’m in one of the city’s hospitals, visiting my father who’s in very bad shape.

I’ve helped feed him dinner of roast pork, peas, and gravy, a direct sensory reminder of his past as cook in a nearby downtown diner. He eats with great enthusiasm, the most I’ve seen him eat in weeks. Dinner’s done, and he’s worn out. I mention we can go “around the corner” with him in a wheelchair to watch the evening’s fireworks, but he gently declines. A twinge reflects the growing reality of him never seeing fireworks again, but the feeling is moderated with long resolved acceptance and mild resignation.

I go out into the corridor where people have already gathered by the windows next to the elevators. From the heights of the hospital, there are spectacular views of the downtown peninsula, towards Burrard Inlet and onto English Bay.

Waiting patiently to catch a brief glimpse of fireworks are other hospital patients, their family and friends, and various hospital staff taking breaks in their work schedule. It’s a four-day holiday weekend here in the province of British Columbia, and early August weather is summertime hot under clear blue skies.

Judging by the look in some people’s eyes, I empathize with the unspoken feelings: “I’d rather be outside, laughing and having a good time, surrounded by family and friends.”

I thought about making a few photographs of the fireworks through the large windows, but something pulls me back, and I decide not to shoot the fireworks directly.

The situation and my thinking quickly clarify. Instead, I’ll record the people watching the fireworks through the windows of the hospital’s upper floors.

They are not forgotten. It’s my promise to capture with the camera’s all-seeing eye an elemental and universal desire for something more, something approaching the above and beyond.

Celebration of Light, St. Paul's Hospital, Vancouver, Canada, fotoeins.com

Celebration of Light, St. Paul's Hospital, Vancouver, Canada, fotoeins.com

Celebration of Light, St. Paul's Hospital, Vancouver, Canada, fotoeins.com

Celebration of Light, St. Paul's Hospital, Vancouver, Canada, fotoeins.com

The 2014 version of The Celebration of Light brings hundreds of thousands of spectators into Vancouver’s West End for a fireworks festival with United States, France, and Japan, each with their own evening.

I made the photos above on 2 August 2014 from St. Paul’s Hospital in downtown Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. This post appears on Fotoeins Fotopress at fotoeins.com as http://wp.me/p1BIdT-5tZ.

3 Responses to “The forgotten’s fireworks from St. Paul’s”

  1. The place where I died | Fotoeins Fotografie

    […] Next to the PCU on the 10th floor, there’s a section where the windows next to the elevators face west to English Bay. We watch the annual summer fireworks through the glass. There are subdued voices, interrupted by the sounds of mobile phones as people attempt to take pictures. There’s no shouting, whooping, or clapping. Patients, family and friends, and various on- and off-shift hospital staff all gaze equally and quietly into the Salish Sea. (I wrote about this surreal experience here.) […]

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